Careful what you wish for 
Now I am scared to have it fulfilled
 That time I walked on the most beautiful roads
 and wished for a hand to hold
That time I saw those couples at the gate
Bidding a war with time 
Refusing to say goodbye
That time I heard someone stayed out late 
Because they had someone to spend 
All the time in the world with
That time he held my hand
And our synced feet walked those roads
That time we closed our eyes 
And something infinite passed our lips
Now I remember Patroclus crying when 
Achilles held him with promises
And Elio breaking down when
Oliver accepted all of him
How Addie went centuries with no 
Traces of her in anyone’s memory
Then three words were spoken
“I remember you.”
And she knew it was too good to be true
I feel her fear
I know the same truth
It’s the way fear lingered
Like they knew The Fault in their Stars
And it’s the way Hannah said
“Your name doesn’t belong on this list.”
I hold a list, a list of found and lost
I have found you now and for once
 I want the lost column to be empty
Let’s just find each other
Find me every day, in the dark
In the silence, with a shot of spark
Find me staring and ask me, “What?”
And I’ll find you sleep talking,
Baring your thoughts.
The way we want to hold each other 
But for entirely different reasons
And the way we dial, numbers
Faster than speed of light
Even though the sound of your 
Voice had been gone for 
Only a little while.
Isn’t it just a little more clear
Everyday, why the priest said,
“Love is awful.”