Do you understand
That I have waited for 'the' man?
I have a few of them here,
Can count them on my fingers.
The one that knows my truth,
The ugly and the crude,
But he is not the one,
Who knows my brain,
The intellect and its strain,
But he is not the one,
That has been here the longest,
Three cheers for the three years,
He was a peaceful rest,
But he is not the one,
That was me in a male body,
Soulmates in a stalemate,
Because he was not the one...
Do you understand
That I do not need a man?
That I am always too much,
And as much as I enjoy being such,
No man could hold the tide,
Sustain the power of this ride.
Their world I memorized,
Short and simple, nothing to hide,
Boys will be boys,
Easy enough to summarize.
But a three-hour movie would fall short
For my life story has a complex plot.
Too much for him to think,
Too much to take in,
Too many complex thoughts,
Too many relations in knots.
Each one in their own orbit,
Like planets, they surround me.
The sun that I am, with a 100 percent
Passion I keep burning,
While they busy themselves, trying to ascend,
In the corporate loops they keep turning.
And someday the light that I bring,
Would be too much on the brink,
On the verge to swallow,
Their little worlds with their little dreams.
So the future we dreamed,
And our little schemes,
Are now endangered
By his low self-esteem.
For I am too much of a woman,
Pretty on the stove, chaos when uncontrolled.
Do you understand,
He is too much of a man
To be a man in the face
Of a true fire of a woman?